Don’t Kill me – As I am drowning

Choosing you is not difficult
It may weigh on me sometimes
But it is not difficult.
I may be drowning
But I would still choose to save us
Us, because you are what I want
Now, in the present
Then, in the past
Hopefully, in the future.

Hard to understand why I wouldn’t call as often
Walk with you every time you needed me to
However, when it’s said and done
I would still show up for you, always
I don’t have to prove it
Because you know it.

To keep life
To ensure the flowers blossom
The river never dries
And the wind doesn’t throw dust on our faces

I ask for one thing
Consciousness …

Is for you to be wise
Wiser to understand when to nudge
And not shove
Is for you to be intuitive
Intuitive to gauge what is underlying the face
Is for you to know me
Enough to strike the
Even when I am handling the imbalance gracefully
Enough to feel my weight
Even when I insist to help out with theirs.

I love as hard as I resent
Don’t flick the switch
By being unconscious
Because I chose to love you consciously.

Please do too.