Entries by Eva Naina

The Day I Became a Bookmark in My Own Story

A poem-story for anyone who’s ever been “married off” to a future they didn’t RSVP to The Flight 30.09.2023, 10:45 p.m. The sky was a cracked eggshell— yolk bleeding over the runway. I carried a suitcase labeled “maybe” and a mother-sentence tucked under my tongue: “Keep your eyes open for opportunities out there.” The audacious […]

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We Met Again💃

This is finally it… I dreamt about her!I saw her… felt her.I live for those days.This may actually qualify as one of my favorite days.You should have seen me in the morning all excited. I have not felt such a warm embrace like that. Meeting again, and all I felt was pure joy. It was […]

Cut Open

The last time we interacted, I shared a slight intro about the journey of the discovery of the self (https://sippingoncocktails.co.ke/2021/12/31/the-journey-of-discovering-the-self-part-1/). I had to read it again too, and now I smile as I finish it. (Taking a deep breath) So raw, that was and will be… I recognize that that part of me sits with […]

04/04

Let’s Catch Up… Truth is, life happened. Between focusing on my career and trying to keep the rest of my life above water, I wrote less. I thought more, reflected frequently, and actioned a lot. Today, as I was introducing myself and as I mentioned how my experiences have ‘built me different’, it made me […]

Don’t Kill me – As I am drowning

Choosing you is not difficult It may weigh on me sometimes But it is not difficult. I may be drowning But I would still choose to save us Us, because you are what I want Now, in the present Then, in the past Hopefully, in the future. Hard to understand why I wouldn’t call as […]

The complexities of social life… 

This is based on an ambivert’s personality. The social construct is made to appear easy. They even say that if you cannot freely engage with others, you are the problem, and I quote, “man was made to be social.” We have tried it their way. Maybe we have achieved their expectations, but in the same […]

Part 2: What Mama Never Told You.

In case you missed part 1 – https://sippingoncocktails.co.ke/2022/08/25/what-mama-never-told-you/, I got you. If you are already caught up, let’s get straight into it.   The world is operating on a faulty balance, but you get what you deserve. Yap. Life is unfair. Better get used to it, but the good news is, it has its own way […]

Pause ~ Reset

My inconsistency is showing off, but we keep trying… In all honesty, writing is hard, especially for a public audience. Sharing your thoughts with people, more so, those that don’t understand you, is like walking with a strapped victim-operated IED, ready to be tripped by any unsettling perspective. My love for action and thriller movies […]